My life

Kiaris Nowling

July 31, 2012

Question 6: Tre & Mario

                                                                        Fifteen years

1.                         Where do I see myself in fifteen years is somewhere nice and hot and living the good life with someone I’m in deep love with. I see myself being the women who I always dream for being, Woman with a good paying job and who put her family first no matter what happen in life. I can see myself married to a football player or someone who have the same goals as me in life. I can see myself with one child because I want to give him/her everything their want and not hold back anything. I want the all American family with the white dog too. Because that was something I never had growing up. So or later I want to be a stay at home mother to look over my child and spend time with him/her.  I never had that mother and child friendship growing up in my childhood like all my friends did. In fifteen years I can picture making all my dreams come true and not letting anything hold me back.  

2.                      As I think back to my child hood and try to find a time when I felt discouraged about my hobbies or my art, or my dreams. Is when the time back in high school when I tried out of this all state American cheerleading team and end up not getting pick. The summer before try out, I stayed at the gym that was my home. Everything I did that summer was only for cheer for making that team. Because I’m from a small town when football and cheer runs everything. Every boy and girl wanted to be on the football and cheer team and stop at nothing. And I was the same way. I made my high school cheer team but that wasn’t enough for my family or for me. So I find out about this cheer team that every girl wanted to be on because they were the best of the best for my friend. So that whole summer I stop hanging out, stop eating a lot of bad food and start working out, going to cheer camps and everything you can think of I bet that summer I tried it all just to be ready from the try out. But it was one thing I should never get down and that was being a flying. A flying was someone who get throw up in the air and had to do a move or say a cheer.  With my body small and how much I weight, that was something I had to do doing try outs no matter what. Every time at cheer camps I tried to learn how to fly but I just didn’t believe in myself, so I let that get the best of me. That summer went by far and out the blue came try outs and I had everything down but one. When it came time for me to fly, I went up in the air and didn’t say or do nothing, my mind and body just stop working all together. So it that point I knew I didn’t make the team.